I screwed up so badly! I lost someone I care about. Never lie to a friend even if you think it is best to not hurt her. Cos believe me, she would get hurt even more if she finds out. And worst, you may loose a true friend.
Here's what happened, last Tuesday and Wednesday, I hung out with Britta after school. I can't remember when was the last time we did that, we had a lot of fun. And on Friday, I promised to hang out with her again. Then, Steph asked me if I'm coming down to city hall to meet her and chill out, which is what we often do on Friday's. BUT, that morning, Steph and Britta had a little quarrel so Britta didn't want to meet Steph that day. Thus, Britta twisted the truth when asked if she's coming down. I ended up lying to Steph saying that I'm chilling with my schoolmate near school, cos I didn't want to complicate things between Britta and Steph. So, Britta and I ended up in town. We decided to go to town to avoid Steph cos Steph usually slacked in city hall. But Steph saw us there and she felt betrayed and backstabbed by us cos we lied to her. Till now things are just not the same anymore.
I'm sorry Steph. I never mean't to hurt you. All I wish is things go back the way they were. I already miss the great times we used to have. I can't stand to think that we won't be seeing each other again. Though the things I did is unforgivable, but all I have is these 5 words to offer you.
Hab dich lieb. I'm sorry...