Entry ni akan saya buat dalam bahasa Melayu kerana saya tak ada kerja. Hari-hari hidup saya melepak. Apa nak jadi dengan saya. Sekarang saya tengah lepak kat Atrium kat sekolah. Selamat!!!

Aaargh!!! My computer monitor is not working. I have to use the school computer for now. I wonder when when I can save enough money to get a new monitor. I still have my friggin' bills to pay.

On a serious note, I found out that my good friend Fahmi has liver damage. Now I'm depressed again...

done a shitload of stuff. too lazy to write it down. beats the purpose of having a blog innit?
let's just write bout today.
i basically slacked the whole day cos school's cancelled bcos of the SARS thing.
slcked at faza's place, slacked under my block n slacked at home. wat more to write.
c'ya

I got a very sad news today. My good friend Alia is threatened with a fatal ailment. She has some king of bloodclot in the brain or something. Quite bad I guess. Why is life so cruel. I was lost for words when she called me a moment ago. Very depressed now... :(

I screwed up so badly! I lost someone I care about. Never lie to a friend even if you think it is best to not hurt her. Cos believe me, she would get hurt even more if she finds out. And worst, you may loose a true friend.

Here's what happened, last Tuesday and Wednesday, I hung out with Britta after school. I can't remember when was the last time we did that, we had a lot of fun. And on Friday, I promised to hang out with her again. Then, Steph asked me if I'm coming down to city hall to meet her and chill out, which is what we often do on Friday's. BUT, that morning, Steph and Britta had a little quarrel so Britta didn't want to meet Steph that day. Thus, Britta twisted the truth when asked if she's coming down. I ended up lying to Steph saying that I'm chilling with my schoolmate near school, cos I didn't want to complicate things between Britta and Steph. So, Britta and I ended up in town. We decided to go to town to avoid Steph cos Steph usually slacked in city hall. But Steph saw us there and she felt betrayed and backstabbed by us cos we lied to her. Till now things are just not the same anymore.

I'm sorry Steph. I never mean't to hurt you. All I wish is things go back the way they were. I already miss the great times we used to have. I can't stand to think that we won't be seeing each other again. Though the things I did is unforgivable, but all I have is these 5 words to offer you.

Hab dich lieb. I'm sorry...